....Right now doing.....

 .... Right now. All i've been doing is.... doing live streaming. Doing food videos or look at chatrooms on twitch. Or look at..... youtube videos.

https://www.twitch.tv/tradersquest

Went to wedding....

 What I did today. I went to cousins wedding, it was soooo..... Weird. I thought i see lots of familiar faces, but no. None of my cousins show up. 

 The wedding was very bad..... . I have been to other ones, they are good. But this one..... no. At the end of the wedding, i'd said the party was good! Because.... I don't want to hurt the other person feelings. I streamed a bit, but lost some footage...... errrgggh sucks!

I did a live stream..... for you guys to see!

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1955901571?filter=highlights&sort=time pt6

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1955901397?filter=highlights&sort=time pt5

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1955477699?filter=highlights&sort=time pt4

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1954981900?filter=highlights&sort=time pt3

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1954981719?filter=highlights&sort=time pt2

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1954681154?filter=highlights&sort=time pt1

Today...... so bright

 Today is sooooo. bright, what I did today is streamed a little bit of twitch. Trying to add more videos to my channel. Lately i've been streaming a lot, at work or home. I'll be streaming lots of random stuff, random videos or shows. Yesterday, I was at.... work, we were playing jeopardy, and we won. I won a stress ball. I have recorded on twitch, and then I accidently deleted the video..... or not recorded. I was soooo.... upset.

Went to a...... friends wedding

 Today.... I went to friends wedding. It's not really my friends wedding, but it's my brother's friend wedding. Anyways..... I did a live wedding video. I did some streaming...... lost some footage though....

https://youtube.com/live/YMEAtr2ayYo

Can not use...

 I can not use computer for two months. No car either or phone? Being punished really.....? Not coming home on time.....? My brother and his wife really... need their head checked. Anyways.... I'm happy so i can rest. I have finally....  could sit down and watch tv, I feel better I could sit on the couch. Not on a computer chair.

Why is my....

 Why is my family..... so mad and upset... about me? They will yell and get very angry.... they would put obstacles in front you. Not letting you achieve anything. How is that fair in my life? What's the purpose of life??? Seriously?? Is life really about suffering?

 The more I look at this person, they are sooo... miserable, always wanted to be better everybody. Always wanted to have superiority over others, because nobody like them. When I read the bible, it feels like in the bible, I think it's right and true.

I'm starting...

 Believe it or not. I'm starting... to believe this world is evil..... . Everyone is suffering, evil has been on earth. Jesus can help you sooo... much. It feels like my life is helpless.

If you feeling the same thing too. Leave some comments below. I would like to hear from you. Thanks

Imagine.. ?

 Imagine being me living in a world of hatred. There is no succeeding? Being in prison....? Everyday? Hearing loud noises? Hear yelling and screaming? 

Can't accomplish anything in life? My life is sooo.... freaking useless and worthless. I don't think.... I'll succeed in life. That is my life... no games, no excitement, no entertainment. I can't enjoy life like any person..

When is....

 I've been praying for like 2 months. I feel little bit of help, but it's not enough. When is he start showing up? When is he going to help me???

Subscribers count

 How many YouTube subscribers I have right now? 300

I went up.... to...

 I went to antique mall. I didn't do much today... so I went in the aisles of the mall looking for creepy antiques. While I was walking..... suddenly I had a idea in my head. Is there any spirits in the items. While.... looking... . I went around the mall. While.... 

 I was walking in the aisles, I came across a mannequin.... boy this mannequin is creepy, looks like its in the mall Using my two phones. Trying some ghost hunting. I bring two phones, one for recording and one for detecting ghosts. The ghost detector is a emf app.

 It detects ghosts. I took both of out my pocket, and start using them... . First I took emf reader out, to see if it detects it? I put my phone over the mannequin, it started to vibrate and making noises. I was soooo... stunned and scared. I was like...... holy.... crap!!!! Next, I used my phone to record. So I could show it to my friends and that.... was my day.